follow through,
be that Person
and practice at least half of
what I preach.
sometimes when im zen enough to
face up to my own frailties
i would realise to my horror
the extent of my moral/spiritual decay.
i mean dammitzx i really want
to walk the talk/thought but
most times i just let _____
get the better of me.
also i honestly suck at being a
good enough
friend/member of family/person
coz truth is,
i am fiercely capable of independently
handling most issues/situations in life.
so much so that
i think it really kills my
likability factor (hahaha ok sry)
because it is just
anti-social and not consistent with
social norms of interdependency among
groups of people.
also when i go into the
dark and gloomy
people just don't know what to say.
which i feel kinda bad about since
they sincerely just want to be nice and shiz.
oh my god i need some
soul detox soon.
10:19 PM